勾小指。

勾小指好像是小时候象征性的行为。我们俩也勾过。你说勾了小指，一言为定，永远不分开。可是天下午不散的宴席。天长地久是理想中。你踏出我的人生。说实在，我还有点儿的对象。怀念。怀念当年的欢笑喜乐的日子。有点后悔，有点遗憾。但我们俩毕竟不再勾小指。我只喜望你能找到永远能和你勾我的和我勾小指。对象是主。祂给我的承诺将保持存。

memories

dear god,
its been such a long time since i last talked to you. you remindee of the verse in romeo and juliet. the friar told romeo,"wisely and slow, they stumble that run fast."
we always want to do things at our own pace don't we? after getting out of a major crash, i want to pick up the wheel and drive again. but it seems that you are right. you have always been right my lord.
in the middle of the night, i am unable to fall asleep. nostalgia crippled me. the memories of those happy times with her swept into my mind. taunting. tempting.ocking even. the things which i shouldn't have done. the things i should have.
god, this burden is indeed too heavy. take my wheel and be my compass again. i know you have a greater destination in mind. wisely and slow, i know i will get there some day. with you by my side. thank you lordyou are ever so wonderful. amazing father.