memories

dear god,
its been such a long time since i last talked to you. you remindee of the verse in romeo and juliet. the friar told romeo,"wisely and slow, they stumble that run fast."
we always want to do things at our own pace don't we? after getting out of a major crash, i want to pick up the wheel and drive again. but it seems that you are right. you have always been right my lord.
in the middle of the night, i am unable to fall asleep. nostalgia crippled me. the memories of those happy times with her swept into my mind. taunting. tempting.ocking even. the things which i shouldn't have done. the things i should have.
god, this burden is indeed too heavy. take my wheel and be my compass again. i know you have a greater destination in mind. wisely and slow, i know i will get there some day. with you by my side. thank you lordyou are ever so wonderful. amazing father.