exit 2011.

旧的不去，新的不来。
thank you Lord for bringing me through 2011.
truly, it has not been the easiest of time.
it was supposed to be, but it was not to be.
yet even in this toughest times, You have placed people in my life who have stood by me and supported me when i am down.
i had dreams; You taught me to surrender them.
now i truly know how Jacob felt like with each limp he took.
that limp reminds me of You each and every time...
as i hobble past the finishing line of 2011, i am thankful to You for:
the best parents that one could ever wish for.
inspite of it all, mom never complained; dad was with me supporting my decisions; bro prayed for me constantly.
the best buddy one could ever wish for. took time out and drank beer with me. saluto jd. saluto.
the best friends who were there to spend time just to make sure i am ok.
saluto ken, jh, howie. saluto guys...
the friend and 'mom' who was there and saw through the process...lily. saluto lily...
the most awesome cell one could ever wish for. the honour and priviledge to do pw for them really made me continue to engage Your presence when i least felt like. especially alvin, don and addy...saluto guys...
and to You my Lord.
天下无不散之宴席。
all the good things must come to an end; and then continue on to 2012!

thank You!

the choices we make.

for each and every decision we make, there's always a price to pay.
you have made your decision, and i will respect it.
now i've made my decision, and i wish that you will find true happiness again.
if it all ever happens, if there is a chance, we will start all over again.
for now, i've packed my bags, and i've decided to move on...
2011 december marks a new start for me.
a new life, a fresh beginning.
this is the last month of the year, and i look forward to a greater 2012 ahead!
take care, and take good care of the 2 rascals.
i know you will one day look back at all these, and maybe we can laugh over it all...